Sabotage?

When I start to feel good, I wonder if I’m really feeling good. 

Is it real? Is it the beginnings of mania? Will it last? Am I just imagining that I feel good?

Nasty cycle.

Edit: I’m trying to not allow this to BE a cycle, but the thoughts do circle each other. It makes it very hard to enjoy being “well”- if that’s what this is.

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